Ice Maiden England
A strange kettle of frozen fish, though a welcomed and much needed trip around this triangular mass we call Great Britain. I was sober, and am still, and will continue to be for the duration – 24 days and counting. This was always going to be a trip unlike the others.
Absent strangulation as gothic pretties passed safely by, less the drugs and the drinking and the stealing and soul stripping. Stomach cramps and mid morning gargling of guilt skipped softly under my watch. 7 years since these eyes of mine have been so carefully calculated and acute, yet the observatory perch welcomed me back, no questions asked, just pleased I had returned.
With mind pad and nylon guitar I went watching the ways, the loads off and on of our friendships, the fault lines and fractures that this past year has built between us, in us, of us, and yet broken us, like bridges and borderlines. Nevertheless, night after night, we burnt like no other fire before us, 60 minutes of sparks that bled, and because we knew, like lovers, that others don’t, it meant more to us than anything ever could.
Either side of our stage time, the frost bit down like a dying dog on a brittle frozen branch, but I drew breath. By the bell, we had tore into the carcass and ate the remains, licked and sipped from the cup of each other’s wounds. Family matters, after all. Fitting then that nature white washed the path we were pursuing, from Lands End to the Northern Souls, the weather wore the details away, rubbing out, revealing nothing but fresh opportunity.
Somewhere I have found this ice temple of tranquility. Peace in a time of turmoil and testing.
Everything in its right (dis)place(meant).
x Crow/OK












